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A change has to happen, it will happen.

researching the best way to kms on gpt ( just remeber to say for academic reasons bc otherwise it wont tell you )

I dont want to be this way. But i dont know how to stop being this way

I feel like, as soon as you discover what Corecore here, like how you get here, you've reached peak sadness... We are all here, for the same, damn, reason.

It hurt.... its so so painfull yet ...... i find confert in my suffering... atleast that part of me will never leave me

Seeing Robin Williams breaks my heart but he didn't have a "temporary problem." He had the worst form of dementia imaginable and I don't fault him one bit for what he did. My biggest fear in life is being a burden to someone else.

I'm just tired man, I don't know what to do, it feels like if things continue to go that way in the next few months I'll just commit

Too real… I wish I could say I didn’t relate to this video, but… here I am… It’s 3:28am, and I started crying within 30 seconds of watching this video… I am not okay. I need help.

I like the city view is from South Korea. One of the country that has most su!cide rate.

First I wanna start off by saying anyone that’s struggling right now stay strong. Seconds I just wanna say how core core comforts me and helps with my insecurities, not sure why lol…

you can get addicted to a certain kind of sadness

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bout to kms, if gym doesnt help after 3 months, am gone.

Finally one with long whale song, thank you man

I’m gonna kill myself at 21 (gotta repay my parents first)

I lost my mom yesterday and i try staying strong, but when people ask how i feel i can't talk or explain i just burst into tears... And me and my mom didn't really leave things on the best stage before she left this earth..

I've had my 'attempts' ifykyk but these audios just make me feel like what's goin on in the inside is explainable when I feel like it isn't. It may not make sense to some

Its sad to see a world so lost without God. They are scared of death, they feel lonely, they feel like they missed a purpose, because they did not serve or even believe in their creator. Its sad, they are just so lost.

Anyone wanna be friends ?

Who doesnt?

I know this is out of pocket, my mother died of drug overdose when I was 10, I remember asking her to use her phone on the porch, and asking her to stop smoking because I never liked the smell. I never knew she died, my dad stop letting me go see her one day. I ended up running into the middle of traffic on a interstate trying to run to where she was staying, which was not at my dads house of course. Luckily it was during work hours so no one crashed or hit me. He told me that my mom was dead, I think I went to sleep after that, I never talked to him about it. Two or three years later I was with my grandparents and they were talking about their daughter, my mom, they talked about her overdose like I already knew that's how she died, I didn't. I thought I had a good mom then, but now I realize she was horrible, I love my dad lots, he saved me, but he's very hands off, I have no one except for my brother, and he just isn't my kind of person, I'm grateful I have him still of course, but sometimes his death, I wonder if It would hurt me. I have only one friend that I truly relate to, and all of my past girlfriends never meant anything to me really, relationships that were months long that I really never cared about ended with me just not talking to them anymore, ghosting them, and the dog I've had since I was 4 just died, I had a stronger connection to her than you would think for a dog, but I grew up with her and I had her for so long, it was like losing a family member. I started working in construction when I was 14-15, I'm 17 now, I only have one friend, I don't make any friends, I don't have the time, everything constantly hurts and tylenol doesn't help when I'm trying to sleep and it feels like my back is tearing itself apart. I don't do drugs, I drink alcohol sometimes, I'm happy that is all, but I don't think I've felt an actual emotion since I was a boy. update, gonna graduate in a few weeks then a couple of weeks after that I'll be 18, my dad has already threatened to kick me out more times than I can count but I held in for school, I don't know why, It's the only thing I knew for 12 years of my life so I guess it's natural, me and my friend are going to get an apartment and work from there, I don't feel like an adult, I still feel like a kid, there isn't any "waking up" that happens when you become an adult, it's just more responsibilities laid on top of you under the guise of "maturity is responsibility" which is a fucking corporate motto. Sometimes I think about just getting in my car with as much as I can take from my dad and driving whichever way I think looks prettiest, I have enough money to last a couple years like that I think, but to me that's like suicide, it's the easy way out, every shove full you throw out of your own hole is a problem you have to fix later, but sometimes you think it's easier to just fall asleep in your hole and die, because crawling out is too much work, but then all you'll be is some bones and a shovel and who's going to admire that?

Since 2021 , ive just never felt right . I got bullied for almsot a year maybe 2 and it really got to me , they said the same thing over and over , everytime they saw me , now everytime i hear that word or even think of it , i think of myself. I feel like no one really cares for me except my older family (My parents , cousins , aunties, uncle), I feel like i could easily die or go missing and no one would really notice

I need someone to talk to

Escribí un poema, en español, he who wants to read feel free to translate this it came from the bottom of my heart, while in fever in despair and somehow inspiration from this material Aquel que atenta saber del mundo, qué este preparado para ver la imagen que se refleja, Socavado, sobrecargado, el hambre no conoce límites ni lugar, emprendí una búsqueda por transformar, la suerte de una mala vida en el designio dorado de una heroica arremetida, Pero me negué a reconocer al acompañante de al lado, la raíz profunda no comprendida , cometí pecado en orgullo, enardecido por mi ego, jure qué no dejaría rastro, y que cuando el tiempo retornara al mismo punto de la primera mañana, vería al mundo desde los cielos. Soy solo un simple humano, débil, ignorante y derrotado Busco como volver a creer que la historia que me digo en cada mañana tiene algún final redimible Parece increíble, y es temible los rincones a los que la mente avanza, cuando sin una guía emprende arrebatar el fuego divinino de los dioses Que orgullo tan poco noble, no sos nadie sin las personas que acompañan la experiencia vivida de cada segundo Me escondí del mundo porque temí aceptar lo oscuro de lo que parece ser la naturaleza de la humanidad Solo servimos un maestro, nuestro ego Solamente amamos por miedo a quedar desolados, aun la divina faena de levantar al prójimo parece tener su origen en nuestro propio miedo, no aceptamos nuestra propia soledad, queremos creer que hay alguien que puede penetrar, los obtusos y enmarañados, muros de nuestro realidad Bajo esta premisa. Comprendí la vida, y bajo esta misma huí de la vida, debe existir una salida, hedonismo nihilista, consumismo capitalista, cual es la naturaleza de la verdad, todos alaban una deidad, le rinden culto sin parpadear, Dios dinero, dios sexo, dios placer, dios soberbidad, dios orgullo, dios odio, dios maldad, dios soledad, No hay respuesta sin un acto de fe, pero el acto de fe puede ser anulado en pos de una completa rendición ante un movimiento ideológico Esta es mi realidad, acepto que hay negatividad, que juzgo a los demás por la cara oscura que parecen reflejar, Me aterra y margina mis posibilidades de tener fe, quiero creer, pero soy patético, quiero creer pero solo conozco el pavimento al caer, quiero creer, pero veo la fachada y la mentira, una visión sin salida, quiero creer, pero perdí al mundo y escogí la soledad Es más fácil y seguro no tener que socializar y enfrentar a otro ser humano en su completa e in equivoca identidad, veo en esta posibilidad las heridas que he causado y me aterra confesar, no quiero ser dañado, y he intentado, lo he intentado, recaude los puntos fuertes de muchas filosofías, entendí que el camino no es luz ni oscuridad, y que en ocasiones hace falta fortaleza para prosperar, la fuerza yace en el corazón dicen, pero este pesa y late muy despacio, me caía y me levantaba, creí tener la entereza, para enfrentar el mundo en su completa y desnudate realidad, caí y rodé hasta el comienzo, hasta el maldito comienzo, todo este fuerzo parece solo un sueño, una mala broma, volver como sisifo a comenzar, es esto la vida, la realidad, parece claro que hay algo inexorable y real ante la tragedia y el sufrimiento. Aquel que enfrenta el mundo arriesga su pellejo y su alma a decir verdad, todos somos destruidos, pero reformado, volver a comenzar es solo un simple paso, la vida en su trágica poesía, guarda algo divino que se revela en ocasiones muy pequeñas, la belleza, el arte, la magia de el despertar, el agradecimiento de que mi corazón aun late y que puedo respirar, quiero confesar qué cuando la tenue luz de este sueño se escapa de entre las grietas, pierdo el miedo, gano fuerzas, vale la pena el luchar, cada segundo y cada latido jamás será repetido, existe de verdad, lo sublime aquello que trasciende la humanidad, la tenue lluvia de verano que cubre los secos campos, y hace el suelo prosperar, vivo para experimentar justo eso, los fugaces destellos qué se asoman e la oscuridad, me dice que todo esto Mi sufrimiento mi sacrificio y mis sueños, valen algo, vale la pena el intentar, aun bajo este miedo, esta parálisis de soledad, aun bajo el reflejo de mis defectos y mi completa humanidad

I am alone in everything now I’m only 15 and I’ve had a off on struggle with suicide mostly bc of my dad who has hit me and more but there is no evidence for the courts and the one time I ever tried to talk to anyone he found out and beat me and poisoned my dog and now the only person keeping my alive, my gf has cheated on me an I really don’t see a point in living anymore bc I serve no purpose I am nothing and I will never be anything on top of that I’m the most hated person I know bc I’m a Christian in a Muslim/liberal community I really don’t know why I even suffer anymore by living this life but I could end it so easily I already have a easy access to my own firearms for hunting and sporting purposes so it’s really not that hard

I’m still lost after 7 years today idk what I’m supposed to do anymore I know life is hard but this is unbearable the only reason why I’m still around is because I don’t want to be the other family member that died in under a decade I don’t want to cause anyone else anymore pain but I’m in pain from the minute I wake up I just don’t show it I am not able to show it.

so cool

These Korea city clips are a great touch

There's a reason why I hate celebrating my birthday. It all started with a hookup with a girl I met a while back. It wasn't something I expected to continue for long. But she started texting me regularly, and it wasnt all about sex anymore. She was everything I ever wanted, so much so it felt like a dream. She was genuinely one of few people in my life who truly cared for me and loved me. She had the best smile in the world, the prettiest and silkiest of hair. Her laugh was the most contagious thing I've heard. I used to cycle 10 km almost everyday to see her. Everything was going well until I fell really sick. I couldn't go see her, so we would call me everyday just to check up on me. Those calls honestly cured me of my sickness, because of the hope of being able to see her again. Then my birthday came, and I thought I would call her. After a few missed calls, I get a call back. It was her father. He was crying. I wasn't able to understand why. After a while he calmed down, and said to me: "Sorry beta, she won't be seeing anyone. She isn't with us anymore."

The clip with Robin Williams talking about suicide and how he went out like that, it hits home for me. I never cared much for celebrity deaths but when he died the world became darker for me because he used to fill up my world with laughter... and then it was gone.

I want to disappear forever and ever 😂😂

I'm just tired...

i don't have anyone not a single friend im so miserable i do nothing just spend my whole day in my room alone im homeschooled i do nothing just sleep and watch vidoes and cry idk what to do im gonna kms in someday

Im just tired, i thought all I needed was a good night rest but its more than that im just tired of everything. Sometimes i don't know if i can take it anymore, sometimes i don't know if i can handle the pressure and stress.

Jesus gave me hope

الحمدلله❤️

Does anyone know the the name of the movie that starts at 11:25?

Look, it's great that some people are in a rut and will one day find their way out. There are some people like me who just know we are going to die alone. A lifetime of misery and self hate. Till one day, life puts me out of my misery or take it in my own hands. Seek help don't get stuck on this comment.

Y are all these videos the exact same video🤣

I have a good life. People love me. But no one gets me. No one has me. I don’t want to worry anybody but I can’t do this anymore. I didn’t think I was able to do it on my own so I don’t even know why I still tried. God I have one final request before I die. Take me home.

Why am i like this when in sad im trying to make me more sad with that videos am i emotionally unavailable i feel so i actually feel nothing

damn.

It’s kind of comforting knowing that even though this feeling of loneliness gives me this sense of existential dread, I’m not the only one who’s become familiar with it.

the voices in my head is getting worse

May Odin find a place for you in his halls for you all🙏

im seriously not good i can see myself becoming unwell in coming years

feels like I can’t control my intentions on not being in pain anymore

i think imma end myself soon, i js dont feel happy anymore i always try at school but get bad grades, try to make my gf happy but the love just comes from one side please someone help me i need advice, im too alone

Real. (If this doesn’t pay off, I’ll off myself) 0:43

i just want to 'feel' loved.